Part 2 - Sister K’s Prayer for Deliverance from Homosexuality
Part 1 - Sister K’s Testimony
Sister K’s Prayer for Deliverance from Homosexuality
Praise You, Yahweh God, for rescuing and saving me. What I did as a teenager was a horrible thing (and an abomination). I praise You, Yahweh for helping me out of the pit! Thank You Yah for delivering me out of the enemy’s grasp of a relationship with (who was supposed to be) my best friend. I later learned how she was a victim of sexual abuse. I was now out of Yah's complete will as the enemy finally had me where he wanted me.
I believed the enemy's lie hook, line, and sinker. And no, I could not easily go back into YOUR arms like I wanted to. The enemy had me and did everything to try to keep me- to believe his ugly lies (which of course, looked harmless then, experimentation and all- NOT!!!) I was blinded and on my own and never felt so disconnected and stuck in the mire. It was horrible. Yet You were still keeping Your eye on me, Abba Father (thank YOU). Cause You had a plan for me and my life (plans for good and a hope and a future- Jer. 29:11 in the bible).
It is so hard to even write this cause of the pain I endured and how I could have died (and landed in hell) in my sins cut off from You, Yahweh. Not only that but the fact that I hurt You and Your feelings and pained Your heart by quenching Your precious Holy Spirit, I am so sorry! I felt I had to lie and did to close family and friends to keep in my horrible sin and that only made this worse. Oh how the enemy wants us to get deeper in the mire and more away from Yahweh our Great Creator who see’s and knows all! We cannot run nor hide.
Oh how I wanted to die than tell the truth. This is another lie I believed from the enemy. How much easier it really is to lie than face the truth. I though about jumping off a bridge. The pain was so horrible. Praise You, Yahweh, for being there so I would not do such a horrendous thing.
Oh Yahweh, I am so sorry if I mocked You. I know I tried to go to church with this person and tried to read your Word so to ease my consciousness. I was a professing Christian. I know that was not right, thank You for forgiving me. I never took drugs, smoked a cigarette, and was saving myself for my future mate. Maybe the enemy knew I was trying to please Yahweh and to wait for my husband and maybe he knew or heard me say how homosexuality was so wrong. But I messed up and the enemy got a foothold on me but I repented and got free and you can to, Hallelu-Yah!
Repent and Pray this prayer with me if you are living in an addictive type of sin and need deliverance:
"Oh Father Yahweh, You are mighty and awesome and powerful- You have seen me and all I have done and it is horrendous in Your eyes. I believed the lies of the enemy and I am so sorry! Forgive for all my sins and for mocking You and all I have done to push you away from me. I am sorry I grieved Your Holy Spirit in me. Yet you have not allowed satan or his sick angels to kill me or to entice me enough to kill myself. You have spared my life so I can be redeemed and free. You are the Elohim (God) of second chances and I thank You for this. I plead the sacred blood of Yahushua ha Mashiach (used to believe it was Jesus Christ till I learned the real name of the Messiah) on my mind, body, and soul. I ask you Yah to please send Your holy angels to help and protect me as I climb out of the pit and renounce this former life. Help me to live solely for You, Yahweh. Create in me a pure heart that is pleasing in Your eyes, Abba Father. Let my body now be your body as I give it solely to You in which to better serve You. Help me to take care of myself better and treat this body you have given me as Your living tabernacle as Your precious Holy Spirit now lives in me. Help me, Abba Father to turn my life and will completely over to You. Thank You Father for sending Your precious Son to die for me and I praise You, Yahushua, for dying for my sins. I ask this in Yahushua ha Mashiach's precious Name and I praise You and thank You in advance for setting me free. Amen and Hallelu-Yah!" (feel free to add anything else you may need to be forgiven for as His Holy Spirit (momma Wisdom) leads you, beloved, and feel free to cry as it shows your true repentance and helps to cleanse you).
If you just prayed this prayer and accepted Yahushua as your Savior, Congratulations!
You are doing good and I promise things will get better (if you believe) and are serious about getting out of this sinful lifestyle that is not pleasing to Yahweh God. Yahweh would have to repent to Sodom and Gomorrah if He didn't do something soon to the reprobates in the world. So glad you are now on the right path! It may be narrow and feel lonely sometimes, but it will be worth it all! Yah will be right by your side, beloved!
In the Bible, Luke chapter 4, Yahushua said that He came to set the captives free! You are now free if you prayed that prayer with true repentance and believe it with all your heart. Also see Isaiah 61. If you are just reading this and if you did not pray that yet or did not do it as heartfelt as you feel you should (and very repentantly- as this is very serious) then please pray now as the enemy has no love for you, nor can he help or save you, but is here to rob, kill and destroy all that you are and have. The enemy wants you to stay in the pit of despair. Only our Heavenly Father cares enough to send His only begotten Son to save you. This could possibly be your last chance as time is so short and the enemy knows this. The devil is going down and he wants to take as many with him as possible. Do not give into his lies and deception. So please go to a quiet place and get on your knees and repent and know that Yahweh God loves you that much that He sent His only Son, Yahushua, to this world to die for you and He would have it done it even if it was just for you alone. Again, the choice is yours, beloved. Choose life (victory in the Messiah) or choose death (victim). I pray you choose life! Hell is very real and it was originally made for the devil and his angels. You do not want to go there, hasn't life has been hell enough being in the pit of destruction and despair, and being separated from the love of Your heavenly Father? Do you want to continue to be controlled by satan and be his little puppet or do you want to accept Yahushua as Savior and King in which to rule and reign in your life now and live the victorious life you were created to? The choice is simple, beloved.
Do not believe the lie that you don't deserve to be saved and set free cause you do. Do not believe any lie's from the enemy anymore especially the lie that you were born homosexual or that you have a choice~ NOT!!! Like the Prodigal son in the bible (Luke 15:11) you too can come back to the Father and live with and for Him. He will throw you the biggest party you could ever imagine! He will surely take you back as He is waiting for with open arms and true love and peace and joy unspeakable! Renounce your former lifestyle and cling to Him!! Believe me it will be worth it all! (Yahweh allows everything to happen in your life for His reasons- you will see!) Yahweh will forgive you and He will forget (and blot out your sins), believe me! A couple years ago when I went to pray as I was feeling terrible (as the devil was throwing my old sin in my face) I asked for forgiveness yet again. Yahweh spoke to me and said "What are you bringing that up for? I had forgiven you and forgotten all about it!" (22 years ago) Hallelu-Yah! When the enemy later reminds you of your past you just remind him of his future~ doomed to Hell!!!
A few helpful tips:
You are now a child of the Most High, the King's Heir! Hence we must act like one, be set apart for Him by living a holy and righteous life pleasing to Yah. You can do this! Sometimes you may feel like your heart is going to break or that you cannot handle this, but that is another lie of the enemy. I know because I listened to it time and time again till I realized what was really happening. When any illicit or negative thoughts come your way you have the power now to rebuke them in Yahushua's Name! We can do all things through Yahushua who strengthens you! (Romans 8). Also you cast your burdens and cares and worries on Him as His yoke is easy and His burden is light. He is there and will help you through this. Read Psalm 118 especially verses 4-8 and 13-24. When you are feeling emotional read the psalms and pray/cry out to Yahweh God as He is close to those whose hearts are breaking. (Psalm 32 explains about King David's sin with a married woman, with whom he even had her husband killed to cover the sin, she even had his baby so don't think you are one of the few who fell to sexual sin. David wrote: "When I kept silent, my bones grew old through my groaning all the day long. For day and night Your hand was heavy on me (vs 3-4) I acknowledged my sin (perversity) to YOU and You forgave the iniquity of my sin (v 5) and confessed of my transgressions (rebellions)". Yes sin does bring fear and it should. But confession and repentance brings such freedom in Yahweh! When you seek wisdom ask Momma IMMAYAH (the Holy Spirit in you) for guidance. Also read the Proverbs in the Word.
Beloved, because you are so precious in Yah's sight and because we care for you, try to read Yah's Word everyday. If you don't have a Bible try to get one at a store or ask for one from a family member or just read one at the library. They are also free online bibles such as www.blueletterbible.com (that can also be found at a library with internet access.) Try to read the Word as well as pray and praise Yahweh daily. Talk to Yahweh God like you would your best friend but make sure you are respectful. It truly is an honor to be able to go to Him in Yahushua ha Mashaich's Name! Try to get into fellowship with other believers whether online or in person. Be around family that love and support your new freed lifestyle. Stay away from old friends that were trouble and led sinful lives. Stay away from places and things where you would sin or that could lead into sin. Like any addiction you need to stay away from satan's devises that would lure you into trouble. Stay away from pornography especially! Avoid it at all costs! You have a new fresh start now, do it right! Ask Yahweh God to take care of lusts that may be lurking as satan is wanting you to yield to them. Yahweh will help you if you believe He can and if you ask Him to. There are no more compromises (write that down so you can see it daily). I did not think I could be lured into this sin but I sure was when my guard was down.
Also do not be afraid to tell your parents or another very trusted family member or friend that you are now free. If you lied to others about your sin then confess and confide in them so they can help you even more (if it is safe to do so). If you were a bold person who was 'out of the closet' then, praise Yah, you have what it takes to tell people how proud you are to have cleaned your closet and choose life and life more abundantly!
Very importantly, Thank Yahweh, your Heavenly Father, every single day for your deliverance and for His giving you another chance! Write out Yahweh's commandments in Exodus 20 and then write out Deuteronomy 28 (blessings and curses) from the bible. (Note: even though homosexuality is not listed in the 10 commandments does not mean it is not a sin. It is and no one is to live that way!) Focus on today not yesterday. Get your eyes off the past and strive to live a holy life now and keep your eyes on Yahushua! He will not let you fall if you keep doing the right thing and stay close to Him! Put Him first in your heart and life and He will take care of the rest! For example He will give you new, real, healthy friends, not fake friends.
Feel free to contact this ministry and tell them of your decision and if you need us to pray for you do let us know. If you are in a dangerous situation of an abusive relationship or situation do also let us know so can specifically pray for your protection in Yahushua ha Mashiach's Name. Try to memorize Psalm 91. That will help, also. Yahweh God promises to protect you if you are living for Him (not in sin). Believe that 'Greater is He who is in me, than he that is in the world' and don't be afraid of what mere man can do - which is to only kill the body but Yahweh can also kill the body and soul. Believe me I would rather die free from sin (living a life pleasing to Yah) than be living with satan's hold on me and go to hell.
Next get into new and better routines that are positive. A great example may be taking better care of your body by working out or walking (in clean air and sunshine) a few times a week to relieve stress and clear your head. Eating better and avoiding drugs and alcohol are pleasing to Yahweh also. Don't rush into another relationship either, even if it with the opposite sex. Get to know Yahweh and His beloved Son, Yahushua, better. When you do this and seek His face and try to listen to His voice, you will find yourself, too. Believe me, I know and He will better direct your path. I failed to do this and got in a bad marriage (the enemy tricked me to believe, at times, that I deserved to be treated horribly because of my past sin). Don't make the same mistake I made, beloved.
Lastly, and importantly, try to find a good Sabbath teaching church that honors all of Yah's commandments (not a Sunday Sabbath keeping church). I had fellowship with a family member, praise Yah, but also spent many days alone with Yahweh and His Word. Also read the prophecies here on this almightywind.com website. You can hear from Yahweh God 24/7 through His beloved prophet, Elisabeth, (and other guest prophets) as you read what HE said. You can also click on audio's to listen to. You are not alone, beloved! Try eagerly to hear (and obey) Yah as He directs your life now cause He so much wants a relationship with you. This is not about a religion but a relationship. Like a Father - son or daughter relationship and He is sending His precious Son again to get His bride. Do you want to be left behind? I sure don't! In fact, beloved of Yah, don't be like Lot's wife and look back and desire what Yahweh delivered you from (or what you thought was a good life). She turned into a pillar of salt on the spot (and that place is still there to this day). Don't let pride get in your way, either, as we all need the Savior Yahushua (which means Yah saves or Yah is salvation!) As were are obedient to Yah's Word and Laws and be a positive example to others Yah will bless you more. Your obedience will affect the degree of influence the spirit of Jezebel (evil) in your life. When you are successful in this you will receive an intercessory position over Jezebel's strongholds. Wouldn't you like to be granted an influential role in helping to free your brothers and sisters also in Yahushua's Name?
If this problem is not yours but of a loved one or friend please pass this on to him or her. And please do not do it in a way that is harmful. We are to love the sinner and hate the sin. This person needs to know that he or she can talk or confide in and trust you in the love and admiration of Yahweh God in you. You can make a positive difference in this loved ones life! Thanks in advance, beloved.
As we look forward to hearing from you,
A joyful and happily set free sister in the USA
1 John 4:4, 5:4: Victory is already ours in Yahushua the Messiah- right in the midst of our trials. Those who have the power to destroy the body DO NOT have the power to destroy your soul because Yahushua loves me (Job 6:1-12) (as we Hold onto His Love and Trust HIM every single day and sometimes moment by moment). Deuteronomy 31:8 says that Yahweh Himself goes before me and will be with me, He will Never leave me nor forsake me. Hallelu-Yah! Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Yahshua who strengthens me!