May, 4, 2008
I initially sent in a pray request about my finances and issues with my
wife. I would like to say thank you for your reponse. Now, due to our
finances, she has told me her love for me has changed. She stated she
is not in with love me but only loves me as the father of our child and
she cannot sleep in the same bed with me anymore until she trys to
discern her feelings. Well, i felt the tension for a few months but I never
thought our marriage would be in jeopardy. Currently, I am devastated
and hurting tremendously. However, I love Yahuah and Yahuahshua more.
And I will not compromise with my faith for the love of my wife of
sixteen years. Yes, I have made mistakes in the past that probably put us in
this financial situation but I have always put my family first. She is
frustrated and tired of the struggling and to be quite honest, in all
practible purposes, we and she should not be struggling. I have two
degrees and she makes more money than me. We just bought a house and !
she is handling 95% of the bills when I should be taking that
reponsiblity. I need supernatural wisdom to find a job and a business that
would get us out of this debt and I can relieve my wife of some of this
responsibility. I hope and pray it is not to late for us. And I hope and
pray that I can find a job before we lose our home. Any appropriate pray
would do. I know I must stay the course no matter how difficult and
painfull it is. BUT IT IS VERY PAINFUL.
My Yahuah continue to bless you all with the gift of prophesy and the
widsom to help those of us who are willing and able to seek the truth.